Jason’s Overcoming PTSD and Trauma Speech on May 23, 2015

In Bandung Indonesia on May 23, 2015, Jason shared his Pangu Shengong (Pan Gu Mystical Qigong) experiences overcoming PTSD and trauma with 170 Indonesia Pangu Shengong students. Please see his humble and humorous speech below:

Hello my name is Jason and I’m from Canada. This is my first time to Indonesia and I really love your country. It’s wonderful and the people are very kind. Thank you to the local students for showing us around your beautiful country. We all really appreciate it.

When I first met John Paul I was taller than him but now he is a little bit taller than me. Back in 2009 we were checking to see who was taller so I can verify that he did regain his height after his car accident from practicing Pangu Shengong.

I will try to keep my story short.

For me my story begins when I was a baby. I was born a month premature because my mother’s body became toxic so they had to extract me early otherwise I would have died. So my lungs did not fully develop at that time and I suffered from really bad asthma as a baby and as a child. I would get rushed to the hospital frequently and I would need adrenaline shots to breathe again. I don’t really remember those events because they happened when I was so young but for all of my life I can remember I always felt afraid and really tight in my body. Just not comfortable in my own body. As a result when I became a teenager I started to explore different methods to try and feel better. To open up the tightness in my body. I worked on trying to feel better for 20 years. The problem was that I made it worse and worse by trying to force open those emotional wounds. Eventually, I couldn’t handle the fear that came up.

I was fortunate enough that a friend told me about Pangu Shengong. So once I heard about it I got the correspondence course and learned how to do the moving form. I practiced it on my own for a year and I found it very comforting. I liked to listen to Master Ou’s music as well because it would help me to sleep when I felt afraid. In the beginning I wasn’t that dedicated and I would just practice once a day or twice a day.

I went to an advanced retreat with Master Ou and I could feel tremendous fear coming up and my adrenal glands were pulsing. The energy that he was sending the whole time during the class was working on my fear. Even though there was heavy fear coming up I also felt a tremendous amount of love and support at the same time. I felt safe enough to feel that fear because I also felt the loving support. At the end of that weekend workshop something shifted. The fear stopped and I felt calm. My adrenal glands and nervous system had settled down. I had never been able to just feel calm in my body ever before and I was just amazed how in one weekend that happened. I had practiced for a year before that which helped to set up that shift but I was amazed because I had tried so many things for so many years. To have that shift happen was such a relief.

I have found over the years the more I practice the more loving support and well-being fills my body and I am very grateful to Master Ou for that. As I continued to practice I started to get interested in Master Ou’s songs and tried learning some of them. I found that if I learn a song or a chant that my heart and soul learns on a different level and I can bypass my mind that has doubts or preconceptions and blockages caused by patterns in my thinking. I found that I can get around that by learning a song and I can automatically learn at a deeper level. That has been my experience in learning some of his songs.

So I am very grateful to Master Ou for everything. The more effort you put in the better results that you will get. The more things that you try even if it is just a short song or poem created by Master Ou the better the results. You might be surprised by the changes that can occur by just learning a short poem and practicing it. It might be challenging to learn but once you do you will notice automatic changes occurring which is really amazing. Thank you very much everybody and I really appreciate Master Ou. Thank you!